embrace me, cold nights, gray sky, streetlight,

but this is where/when I’ll be getting down.. 

Friday: 

8 Seconds: The Copyrights: 8:20- 8:50 

Cobra Skulls: 8:10-940

Banner Pilot 10:00-10:30 OR over at Florida Theatre, Souls 10:05-11:05 (some friends of mine told me to go to smaller bands I would have more fun…soooo I’m leaning more towards Banner Pilot) 

No Trigger: 10:50-11:30

Florida Theatre: Hot Water Music: 11:25- 12:25

8 Seconds:   Polar Bear Club: 12:50-1:30 (maybe) 

Saturday (where it gets tricky) 

4:00-4:30 Make do and Mend: Florida Theatre 

4:50-5:20 Off with their Heads: Florida Theatre

5:40-6:10 either Smoke or Fire or Iron Chic @ 8 Seconds…(I think I’m leaning towards Iron Chic, Smoke or Fire plays Baltimore more) 

6:30-7 either Bridge and Tunnel @8 Seconds or The Riot Before @ Double Down Live (but Dead to Me is also playing same timeeeee)

7:20-8 @ 8 Seconds: Defiance, Ohio

10:30- 11:10- Dillinger Four @ Florida Theatre

Against me @ Florida Theatre overlaps with Red City Radio @ Double Down… I’m pretty sure I am going to Red City it’s smaller venue and more friends are going to that so I’m pretty sure it will be a shit show set…. 

Sunday

The Menzingers @ 8 Seconds 5-5:40

Dear Landlord  @ florida Theatre 6-6:40

8-8:40 Teenage Bottlerocket @ florida theatre 

I’ll be going to other stuff too whatever my friends want to go to.. I’m kind of up in the air. I heard you have more fun if you go to party and not worry about what bands you see because it’s hot, crowded and normally you can’t see anything… this is what I hear.

side note I’m REALLLLLYYYYY crossing my fingers for one of the TBA sets along with the other acoustic stuff is Brendan Kelly, I might just pee my pants if so…. 

alexasunshine:

headtowall:

ieatsandwicheswhenbandsbreakup:

Who is Festing?!

this guy.

right here :)

(Source: stompy-boots)

A page from my journal circa 2006…

“Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that’s colored blue
Somewhere someone’s finding happiness
While I’m still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I’m not alright
When you tear open my chest
I’ll try not to flinch
Won’t make promises
I won’t make promises
You taught me that.
I’m still losing what’s left of my self esteem
And I’m still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I’ll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you’ll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I’ve been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want’s to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You’ve got friends galore
And all you’ll ever be to me is just a waste of time and nothing more

I could call
But I know that you won’t be there to pick up the phone
You don’t have time for me
I could call but I know you won’t get the phone
Don’t have time for me”

NAH just kidding it’s Bayside… but I don’t think there is one song out there that is word for word, how I felt at that time period. Miss this song.